This lent–and probably this whole life–I am
trying to become more like Seth.
To rest in my humanity, and in my limitations… To rest in the love and grace of God…
This kind of humility leads to great freedom. And it also involves suffering—the death of that idealized version of myself that can go faster, farther, better, and deeper.
I decided to give up alcohol for lent this year, which basically means forgoing my nightly 5 o’clock glass of wine.
So I guess I’m giving up my idealized version of myself with her exacting standards… as well as the glass of wine I feel like I need after keeping pace with her all day!
It’s been hard! I’m facing the raw realities of little ol’ me, and a fair amount of restlessness as a result.
I can see now that my ‘over-functioning self’ and my ‘evening glass of wine’
are two strategies I have routinely employed to avoid suffering.
“There is no other way to life and to true inward peace than the way and discipline of the cross. Go where
you will, seek what you want, you will not find a higher way, a safer way than the way of the cross. Arrange and order everything to suit your desires and you will still have to bear some kind of suffering, willingly or unwillingly….There is no escaping the cross. Either you will experience physical hardship or tribulation of spirit in your soul. At times you will be forsaken by God, at times troubled by those about you and, what is worse, you will often grow weary of yourself.”
~Thomas a Kempis
Lent is a time to face suffering…like Jesus, who “set his face toward Jerusalem,” toward the cross.
And we walk the road of lent with the resurrection in view. We can face the death of our false selves and the death of our coping mechanisms…even in our restlessness we can face the suffering that accompanies this journey because it does not define us.
Thomas Merton writes, “It is of the very essence of Christianity to face suffering and death not because they are good, not because they have meaning, but because the resurrection of Jesus has robbed them of their meaning.”
There is no escaping the cross. And our attempts to do so make matters worse.
So lent is the time to look death and suffering in the eye (in whatever forms they come to us). It is not a time to bear our burdens bitterly, but to practice making light of them. It is a season for learning to face and make faces at suffering, because it’s got nothin’ on us.
How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And
Apply happy have. Kiddo
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that is what we are. ~1 John 3:1
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